Having no you and me will ache

When I wonder, he seldom speaks with her. In the love, they two have intimate words that can not be finished speaking, soak in the happy lover’s prattle all day, sweet peach in the honeyed pot.

Whenever remembered the scene at that time, he sighed with deep feeling very much.

After marriage soon, that kind of sweet life begins to present ceaselessly noise between he and her like spending quality guarantee period, while as a child noisy to heavy and noisy, move hands when being angry and confused. The wife will beat and hit on him, it is like the massage that this kind is impacted for him even more. He laugh at to overestimate one’s own strength or ability she, but laugh and then, wife maintain nail well scratch face of him very at ordinary times with her. He has given her a push ruthlessly under flying into a rage from shame, the wife in delicate health pours it on the sofa quickly, immediately, the tear " gurgled " Drop since eyes,flow either it finish flowing,as what was filled with water break water bag warm. He loves a bit, wants to comfort the wife in the past, but the hands stretched out were opened by she who is excited. In the sob that she sobs, he has become in a trance, unsetted gradually, wife wearing hair dishevelled, very unfriendly and unreasonable at will, it was so strange that felt her suddenly. " tigress, Mei ChaoFeng "  Image wheel at brain of him   

And, when he fought with her, the child 3 years old was present too, the child scares to cry: Father, mother do not fight, the baby is obedient! The child’s words, like constructing the bodily movement of practising Wushu definitely for he and wife. Seeing that terrified expression in one’s eyes of children, he is ashamed and unbearable. They two seem to have a kind of tacit understanding later, even contradictory, can not be noisy either in front of the child, enter the cold war state directly.

After the cold war, the wife always comes home taking children, he passes single life again too. He is the only son in the family, pampered and spoiled while as a child, could cook. But this can not beat him, on going to nearby parents’ home to rub meals at ordinary times, the clothes are thrown into the washing machine when being worn dirtily, clothes on it is all last piece all over,last place that sleep house. Even so, he insist on, meet wife go home, think, do it in this way, can spoil temper of her only either. Generally, not passing for ten days, the wife will take children and come back. Under the circumstances that the child draws cleverly and cleverly over to one’s side, he and wife begin the difficult dialogue slowly.

Without the child, this family has dissolved for a long time. He and she think so.

Later on even the child is not present, he seldom quarrels with the wife, may be noisy and hard, feel and quarrel too that can not solve any problem. There is much number of times of the cold war, the wife will not lead children to come home again either, they have nothing to say more and more gradually. The oppressiveness of the family life makes him feel that suffocate and grieved, the marriage is really the grave of the love! He even begins to cherish the memory of the time when quarrelled in the past sometimes, even there are disagreements, will also burst out the spark. And nowadays he and wife each eat meals, he still goes to parents’ home to rub meals, the wife is taking child to her parent’s home to eat; Sleep on one room evening, wife and child, he himself sleep on a bed. It is unable to fall asleep in night, he thinks of one’s own marriage, feels desperate and funny.

One day, she is laid off. In the evening, he is watching the football match. The wife tells this news sadly. "OK, it is very good. " His sight has not left the television screen, has not heard what she has said to deal with one. "What you have said, I am laid off, have not worked! " The wife has redounded the tone, there are tears in the eyes.

He opens eyes wide and looks at the wife in surprise a bit, ", right? "

He has an ordinary job and likewise ordinary income. He knows that can only support whole family reluctantly according to the income alone. But he comforts, " free, please bring up children at home, my salary is enough for whole family to have a meal. "

His a sentence of words spoken from the purpose have moved her, she nods holding the tear.

But she is not unoccupied at home, but has looked for a part work of weaving cap, has worked at home every day, and then concentrate on sending the finished product to the company. It is not relaxed that this kind lives by hand, do for a dozen hours every day, can only receive several hundred yuan in one month. Her tender and lovely hand begins to become extremely coarse. He advises her not to do, she says that it is too leisurely to used to it either to stay at home. Half a year later, that company no longer accepts the cap of this kind of straw plaiting article, the wife becomes idle again.

In the near future, she will just set up a stall and sell the meal at the crossroad not far from home without discussing with him. The child is sent to the kindergarten, go to home to live in in the evening. Know, sell meal copies of work from dawn to dusk, work hard very much, he still thinks the wife makes small business and lets oneself have no face very much. He has never helped her, though know that it is wrong to do in this way by oneself.

He is very idle in the unit work, he is always thinking when It’s nothing, one’s own marriage is completely, have not exchanged, dull and dreary. He has had the wife gradually "  Update "  Idea. Then steady a honest one he begin, turn on get up joke of the meat or fish very much in unit and beautiful woman colleague always; Often drink with friend too after coming off duty, it is dead drunk to drink to, he will stare at the street or sexy woman in hotels unprincipledly. He is looking for the chance to overstep the limit, hopes to reap a love again. But wine very much clear in heart in he, those beautiful girls are very practical, would not take a fancy to salary little, post high at all. Fatherless difficult night not sleeping such as pillow, it is further more painful, more perplexed for him to become   

Night, a friend who just divorced invited him to drink together. Of going out of a face of friend encircling a city easily and unrestrainedness. Liberate, liberated at last! This is a word that a friend spoke most. He envies the friend from the bottom of the heart. That day, he and friend drank the wine for one night, drank until 4 o’clock next day before dawn straight. He can also walk by oneself, but the friend can not stand up.

He saw the friend off on the way home, the friend cried loudly to wail suddenly. The friend sobs, " ache in my his mother’s heart, has not thought the wife is good before divorcing what happened to he asks, but always miss her now. What she is a leg of mine, while having this leg, have not thought, lack she I ache, ache I stand! Without these leg, how to get to I Luis in the future? ! " And then well up on wine strength, spit his one suit.

The truth after drinking of the friend, make him quickly getting seized with terror. Yes, why did he forget the wife is good? Each take the way with the wife like him, final injury is oneself!

He gets while sending the friend home settled, has washed face, has looked for a coat to change.

While getting home quickly, he saw a busy and figure known at the spacious unmanned crossroad well suddenly. So big complete mess is that herself endures at home well, bring over by bike. She is disclosing and opening the stove at this moment. He felt suddenly that felt sad in a period of time, the wife was the grown-ups and children too at home, pampered and spoiled and grow up while as a child. He goes to the wife at a fast pace.

Wife head afford to lift either? " Has not heard and responded, the wife asks again, " Sir, what do you want? "

"I, I want you to have a rest! Let me do! " Tear of him heavy to drip heavy to drop on wife on being beautiful to take place not dripping.

The wife lifts the head stunnedly, wipe the charcoal dust on the forehead.

"What you,it drink it is night wine? " Her tear has fallen down tricklinging down.

He nods, has shaken the head again.

"Did not have a meal either last night? " After the wife asks, do not wait for him to answer, fill a cup of porridge with fully with fast food cup that oneself brought. "You drink a bit more slowly, the steamed stuffed bun will be all right at once. " The wife is wiping the tears, busy cheerfully, and see him later perfectly contentedly frequently.

At that time, he did not dare to look up, the tears flowed out again disappointingly.

 

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